A Life Inked

I don't know what is going on nowadays. the thoughts which were scary once are right in front of us she always used to say throw them away close your eyes and have faith in me this always used to calm me down and even with the worst possible thoughts I could be just in peace. but now things have changed maybe its time to move from a world of imagination to the real one. she will talk about those thoughts herself and I will not even resist I don't want to make her feel I'm running away from reality maybe we are mature and more realistic now but sometimes I am just confused in Are We moving Close Or Going Away?

I'm sorry I make you study I know I say a lot when I don't have the right even I always scare you about the study  but the truth is my intentions are never bad never to hurt you I want you to get the most out of time that you can I want you to study make a proper study timetable or if cant do that set daily goals to achieve I know I cant do that but at least I try I know you never ever were the studious girl but my love right now we don't have any choice except to move towards the future with all might and studying is the only way I know you don't like me whenever I ask you that I never like someone too whoever question me that neither my parents and I see you the same way and I never like for you too my intentions were never to make you feel sad but believe me whatever I do for us it is nothing but my love that doesn't want to see you in trouble near the exam I'm sorry I behave that way I'm sorry I'm like that I'm Sorry But ...

4000 miles in between us. 30th April it was. we said goodbye and "I will miss you".  I went to her car and in front of my eyes, the black car moved away. the last picture in mind is of when she was sitting in the car.that moment was the last moment I actually lived. I felt like I was being deprived of my life the next day was her flight to an Arab country. 10 A.M in the morning departure and when she landed after 3 hours, there was a distance, distance of 4000 miles. the moment she left me one night before I started missing her and I'm missing her while typing too. it's not like I'm not happy for her. I'm happy she went to her home after 8 or 9 months. I know she doesn't belong to this land, land of multi-faced people I know she deserved to live in a place she deserves even tho there is no place like heaven but believe me, the pure soul she owns deserves to live in a place no other than heaven. I loved her from the day she came in my life...

There are 7 levels of love 1.ATTRACTION   in this stage, you just stare on your loved ones and it's never a tiring activity 2.LOVE IN DREAMS in this level, you start dreaming about that person all the time with you.you live you enjoy the company of your loved ones in dreams you sit or stand you just dream about that person. 3.LOVE in this stage, you try to express yourself your love, of course, true love you sing you write whatever you do you try to express your love for the person you are in love with 4.FAITH in this stage, you have determined faith and trust whatever happens to you either you fall or lose your love will always be there to catch you up. 5.WORSHiP in this stage you start feeling you have found the god of your life.meeting talking to him feels like you are worshipping your God 6.PASSION in this stage, your love becomes your passion without it you cant think of taking a single breath.your whole life is completely dependant on one per...

Sitting in my bed thinking about how much Blessed I'm to have a partner like you. she, the one who has always been my backbone.  whenever I feel like I'm alone, she is always there to comfort me. looking at my sad face she does some kinda magic and I start smiling in no time.  whenever I'm about to fall she is always there to hold my hand. no one is perfect I know but I see perfection in her.  or at least she is more perfect than anyone I ever encountered.  people are always shitty and they make you feel even worse but she is always there to take me away from these people.  she is my shelter.who is ready to fight with anyone who hurts me even a little too.  whenever she feels like this is going to happen or someone is going to say anything about me she abruptly becomes the solider and you will see her in the front line of defense. she cries when I cry she becomes happy to see me happy.   I don't know what my life ...