A Life Inked

in your life, you dream a lot, dream about each and every aspect of your life how will your life how will you spend your whole life what will you do when you will be 50 and how will you spend days when you will be over 80 you just plan  plan and keep planning and then suddenly there comes the moment when you are at the bank of such a river where with any blow of wind you can fall fall with all your dreams that moment is when you find no one no one to hold your hand and save you and your dreams you just pray and look for help from  ALLAH this is the turning point of your life and this is the point where you actually  can go  get your dreams or die.......

sometimes you wish for something in your life it may be a minor one or maybe the major one. you pray for it you crave for it a lot.you try as much hard as you can just to get that thing.you just wish that you had heavenly powers and you could grab it.this craving is irrespective of the fact whether it was a minor or major thing like recently that I suffered from that desire and it was I wanted to win a medal from tennis tournament held in our university at the class level.people may be trying to win but I wanted to win a medal even tho I never played tennis in my whole life and only 3 or 4 days practice but when something like that happens and you get stubborn even tho the truth is right in front of you that you cant achieve it but still somewhere in your mind you still think maybe I can win. well miracles don't happen the most of time and I lost as expected but I tried to I prayed for it I craved for it then why? why would anything like that happen to me? why couldn't ...

you know you start doing one thing in your life with a lot of expectations and hopes but believe me things don't really go the way you expected at once. giving an example you start a business the only way you look at is positive side and think of getting the most out of it and of course, you deserve it you deserve the most as you had worked for it but you should get to know that ''productivity is always less than the expectations'' you move on the way with positive thoughts but when you meet the negative ones and disappointments you start feeling you are all ruined up and got nothing out of your effort.  to be honest this is what I'm feeling right now while typing this. I put so much effort on one thing but what I'm getting nothing out of it except disappointments. maybe I had a lot of expectations out of it. maybe I was too much high. I feel broken now because I did a lot of effort just like other people who did and got things out of it. Now there are ...

Have you ever gotten the feeling that you’re always going to be put last by someone you need to be first for? And no matter how hard you try to please them, they’re always going to like someone else better. No matter what you do for them they’ll always be pointing out what you didn’t do. And you always keep wondering what you’re doing wrong, what are you missing, are you just not trying hard enough, can you just never be enough, what is wrong with you? Why doesn’t this person like you as much as the others? What can they give them that you can’t? And even after you try to make all the big decisions of your life to be what would please them, they don’t even realise how unhappy those big decisions have made you, how much you’ve started to hate your life and your future because they’re too busy criticising you for not doing the smaller things their way. It's the worst always coming in second when everything you do is to get the first spot. It's the worst when it seems everyone i...