A Life Inked

I don't know what is going on nowadays. the thoughts which were scary once are right in front of us she always used to say throw them away close your eyes and have faith in me this always used to calm me down and even with the worst possible thoughts I could be just in peace. but now things have changed maybe its time to move from a world of imagination to the real one. she will talk about those thoughts herself and I will not even resist I don't want to make her feel I'm running away from reality maybe we are mature and more realistic now but sometimes I am just confused in Are We moving Close Or Going Away?

what is an Eid without her?it actually means a day of happiness So what is eid or happiness without her I don't see myself happy without her so this is not really eid im all empty waiting for her to come to fill me up have you seen a body without soul of course, you would have an expressionless face cold stiff body not willing to move eyes without any light and heart without any beat veins without blood this is what im I don't feel any strength in me how could I have when all my strengths she has this is how my eid will be without her and all Eids to cometill we will be on

we the most superior of all species consider ourself no less than the God on this earth. we the men full of pride think the whole is for us. we the cruelest of all deprive other of the life just for our own benefit. the benefit which will just give us some pieces of paper we call as our currency. we instead of making our own world better moving towards the stars and other worlds. we are looking for life on other planets by removing life from this planet. instead of making this situation better, making this life better, making this planet better we are wishful for making friendly relations for people living millions of light years far away. we are spending billions of dollars each year for a sign of life but we don't care for the life we are having on the earth. on the name of religion we kill thousands but on the name of science we crush millions.we were all good until we evolved and got new trait called as greed.why we see wars going on? why we see everyone ready to demo...

Have you ever gotten the feeling that you’re always going to be put last by someone you need to be first for? And no matter how hard you try to please them, they’re always going to like someone else better. No matter what you do for them they’ll always be pointing out what you didn’t do. And you always keep wondering what you’re doing wrong, what are you missing, are you just not trying hard enough, can you just never be enough, what is wrong with you? Why doesn’t this person like you as much as the others? What can they give them that you can’t? And even after you try to make all the big decisions of your life to be what would please them, they don’t even realise how unhappy those big decisions have made you, how much you’ve started to hate your life and your future because they’re too busy criticising you for not doing the smaller things their way. It's the worst always coming in second when everything you do is to get the first spot. It's the worst when it seems everyone i...

“There are two tragedies in life, one is losing your heart’s desire, and the other is gaining it”. Some would prefer the later, but I’d rather take the first any day. It’s just a lot less heartbreaking never gaining something than it is to gain it, find out just how beautiful it is, how perfect it makes your life, and then losing it to the complexity that is life. Have you ever read something that was written for you or to you or about you and just thought about how beautiful it was because at one point it made you feel beautiful, but now all it does is remind you of the moments lost and the sinking feeling you get when you realize that the writer could be writing something even more beautiful at this exact moment, but not to make you feel beautiful, not anymore. That is what I find to be the biggest tragedy in life, holding the position of being someone's motivation, their inspiration, and their muse, and then one day losing all that. Losing the position of being the most in...