Are We moving Close Or Going Away?

I don't know what is going on nowadays.
the thoughts which were scary once
are right in front of us
she always used to say
throw them away close your eyes
and have faith in me
this always used to calm me down
and even with the worst possible thoughts
I could be just in peace.
but
now things have changed
maybe its time to move
from a world of imagination
to the real one.
she will talk about those thoughts herself
and I will not even resist
I don't want to make her feel I'm running away from reality
maybe we are mature and more realistic now
but
sometimes I am just confused in
Are We moving Close Or Going Away?