A Life Inked

sometimes you wish for something in your life it may be a minor one or maybe the major one. you pray for it you crave for it a lot.you try as much hard as you can just to get that thing.you just wish that you had heavenly powers and you could grab it.this craving is irrespective of the fact whether it was a minor or major thing like recently that I suffered from that desire and it was I wanted to win a medal from tennis tournament held in our university at the class level.people may be trying to win but I wanted to win a medal even tho I never played tennis in my whole life and only 3 or 4 days practice but when something like that happens and you get stubborn even tho the truth is right in front of you that you cant achieve it but still somewhere in your mind you still think maybe I can win. well miracles don't happen the most of time and I lost as expected but I tried to I prayed for it I craved for it then why? why would anything like that happen to me? why couldn't ...

you know you start doing one thing in your life with a lot of expectations and hopes but believe me things don't really go the way you expected at once. giving an example you start a business the only way you look at is positive side and think of getting the most out of it and of course, you deserve it you deserve the most as you had worked for it but you should get to know that ''productivity is always less than the expectations'' you move on the way with positive thoughts but when you meet the negative ones and disappointments you start feeling you are all ruined up and got nothing out of your effort.  to be honest this is what I'm feeling right now while typing this. I put so much effort on one thing but what I'm getting nothing out of it except disappointments. maybe I had a lot of expectations out of it. maybe I was too much high. I feel broken now because I did a lot of effort just like other people who did and got things out of it. Now there are ...