A Life Inked

tomorrow finally  i will be able to see her again after 2 months I remember when she left I was happy that she is going to the place she likes and belongs but I was disappointed that the place is far far from me over 4000 miles or more these 2 months, I know how I spent  the time didn't want to go to college and the day i went it was all dull when the only person you go to college  for is not there.  whats the point of going then I remember how we used to bunk classes and now after 2 months, I don't know how we will spend some time away from this miserable world now its almost time for exam proper end classes and sendups but I want to let you know I missed you a lot it was 1st time we were away from each other for almost 60 days I'm looking for to hug you and feel your closeness and I want to say I miss you a lot and I love you and tomorrow I wanna hug you and say welcome back soul mate

what is an Eid without her?it actually means a day of happiness So what is eid or happiness without her I don't see myself happy without her so this is not really eid im all empty waiting for her to come to fill me up have you seen a body without soul of course, you would have an expressionless face cold stiff body not willing to move eyes without any light and heart without any beat veins without blood this is what im I don't feel any strength in me how could I have when all my strengths she has this is how my eid will be without her and all Eids to cometill we will be on

"this place is not really in our favor" I said to myself. 7 days away from this place no fight in between us at all. we behaved like the nicest couple on this planet. we talk we share we talk the whole time you get to listen to her voice before sleeping and after waking up what a best you can expect. in 7 days we really didn't talk about the place we study called ******* but right after some days as we talked about one of my friends and at same time you know my bad luck got up saying "hello dude why are you having good days im sorry I fell asleep for a while" I all stunned at nature and here we go we got bad in between us so this evil place is not really in my favor or her favor despite the fact that we 1st met in this place. that's only good that has happened there waiting for my bad luck to sleep again so we may make up hopefully, we will soon hopefully we will. im sorry sweetheart

I'm missing you from the day of your departure.i feel like half or maybe even less than that. I feel the major portion of me has gone away. you are all my happiness my pleasures my springs and now they are all gone. im dull and dreary sometimes dead or dying like im while writing this im just like a person who is just living a life because he has to live all the time I put on a fake mask of smile when inside im dying I want to cry I can't even question God I was the one who wanted you to go and now im the one who is craving for you to come back my whole body is energyless my all laughs are fake because you took away the real ones you wanted to know how much I love you I love you that much that I don't see a life without you even tho imposing to be alive right now but inside I feel like my soul has already departed don't make me wait too much every part of my body is missing you honey please make me alive please come back and never go

4000 miles in between us. 30th April it was. we said goodbye and "I will miss you".  I went to her car and in front of my eyes, the black car moved away. the last picture in mind is of when she was sitting in the car.that moment was the last moment I actually lived. I felt like I was being deprived of my life the next day was her flight to an Arab country. 10 A.M in the morning departure and when she landed after 3 hours, there was a distance, distance of 4000 miles. the moment she left me one night before I started missing her and I'm missing her while typing too. it's not like I'm not happy for her. I'm happy she went to her home after 8 or 9 months. I know she doesn't belong to this land, land of multi-faced people I know she deserved to live in a place she deserves even tho there is no place like heaven but believe me, the pure soul she owns deserves to live in a place no other than heaven. I loved her from the day she came in my life...

sometimes in your life, you meet someone a person full of all qualities you want in one a person whose imperfections are even perfect with all of your powers you just want that person you do silly things in front of that person you might be in your worst anger but only one look of that person calms you down just like a heavenly cold wind on heat scorched body the person's happiness makes you happy and their sorrows stab your body you end up at a stage where every part of your body craves for that person you are not in love with body but long for the soul the soul that is purest so far. this is real love dude if you want to ask me  have it  grab it with all your might and never let that person go if you ever find it let them know how much you love how much you need and if the person asks why you love me? let them know 'Cause You're a Sky Full Of Stars

On One eve of winter, I was on the way back to my hostel on the way,  the van got punctured and there we stopped for half an hour.I guess I don't know the exact time.  There at ten feet distance,  I saw a tea stall I went there to get some hot tea everything was cold but the warmth from tea stall was coming to me and it was so comforting and I  smiled looking on the stall. The stall guy l looked at me and asked: " sir why are you smiling?" I looked  at once towards him and said "nothing its inside joke" I asked him to give me a cup of tea and while standing in his stall I asked  what do you mean by happy life?  He said, sir, I don't know much but when I go home at 12 at night and  count my earnings if they are above my estimate I smile and my whole body gets relaxed  I guess this is happiness. Then after a while, he said when I save money sometimes and buy a gift for my wife when I give her the smile I see on her f...

 A teenager will definitely be charmed by this word.  this is what they want no matter their puberty is all hormonal disturbance.   this is not what relationship is. Being with someone to satisfy yourself and your desires. it's not what we call a love. this is not the relationship is. The relationship is something above all these kinda desires if your relationship is just up till your seminal discharge and pleasure then sorry to say love is not what you want.  you want a body to enjoy and time for fun but surely not a relationship.  for God's sake don't call your personal desires a relationship. According to me "In real relationship, there is no break " If people break at some point then in my view they were never in a relationship. Why we see people dying for a relationship and then dying to leave and then a time interval to gain energy and then again get into so-called relationships and  then again break  and cycle repeats. ...