A Life Inked

in your life, you dream a lot, dream about each and every aspect of your life how will your life how will you spend your whole life what will you do when you will be 50 and how will you spend days when you will be over 80 you just plan  plan and keep planning and then suddenly there comes the moment when you are at the bank of such a river where with any blow of wind you can fall fall with all your dreams that moment is when you find no one no one to hold your hand and save you and your dreams you just pray and look for help from  ALLAH this is the turning point of your life and this is the point where you actually  can go  get your dreams or die.......

"this place is not really in our favor" I said to myself. 7 days away from this place no fight in between us at all. we behaved like the nicest couple on this planet. we talk we share we talk the whole time you get to listen to her voice before sleeping and after waking up what a best you can expect. in 7 days we really didn't talk about the place we study called ******* but right after some days as we talked about one of my friends and at same time you know my bad luck got up saying "hello dude why are you having good days im sorry I fell asleep for a while" I all stunned at nature and here we go we got bad in between us so this evil place is not really in my favor or her favor despite the fact that we 1st met in this place. that's only good that has happened there waiting for my bad luck to sleep again so we may make up hopefully, we will soon hopefully we will. im sorry sweetheart

I'm missing you from the day of your departure.i feel like half or maybe even less than that. I feel the major portion of me has gone away. you are all my happiness my pleasures my springs and now they are all gone. im dull and dreary sometimes dead or dying like im while writing this im just like a person who is just living a life because he has to live all the time I put on a fake mask of smile when inside im dying I want to cry I can't even question God I was the one who wanted you to go and now im the one who is craving for you to come back my whole body is energyless my all laughs are fake because you took away the real ones you wanted to know how much I love you I love you that much that I don't see a life without you even tho imposing to be alive right now but inside I feel like my soul has already departed don't make me wait too much every part of my body is missing you honey please make me alive please come back and never go