A Life Inked

tomorrow finally  i will be able to see her again after 2 months I remember when she left I was happy that she is going to the place she likes and belongs but I was disappointed that the place is far far from me over 4000 miles or more these 2 months, I know how I spent  the time didn't want to go to college and the day i went it was all dull when the only person you go to college  for is not there.  whats the point of going then I remember how we used to bunk classes and now after 2 months, I don't know how we will spend some time away from this miserable world now its almost time for exam proper end classes and sendups but I want to let you know I missed you a lot it was 1st time we were away from each other for almost 60 days I'm looking for to hug you and feel your closeness and I want to say I miss you a lot and I love you and tomorrow I wanna hug you and say welcome back soul mate

in your life, you dream a lot, dream about each and every aspect of your life how will your life how will you spend your whole life what will you do when you will be 50 and how will you spend days when you will be over 80 you just plan  plan and keep planning and then suddenly there comes the moment when you are at the bank of such a river where with any blow of wind you can fall fall with all your dreams that moment is when you find no one no one to hold your hand and save you and your dreams you just pray and look for help from  ALLAH this is the turning point of your life and this is the point where you actually  can go  get your dreams or die.......

4000 miles in between us. 30th April it was. we said goodbye and "I will miss you".  I went to her car and in front of my eyes, the black car moved away. the last picture in mind is of when she was sitting in the car.that moment was the last moment I actually lived. I felt like I was being deprived of my life the next day was her flight to an Arab country. 10 A.M in the morning departure and when she landed after 3 hours, there was a distance, distance of 4000 miles. the moment she left me one night before I started missing her and I'm missing her while typing too. it's not like I'm not happy for her. I'm happy she went to her home after 8 or 9 months. I know she doesn't belong to this land, land of multi-faced people I know she deserved to live in a place she deserves even tho there is no place like heaven but believe me, the pure soul she owns deserves to live in a place no other than heaven. I loved her from the day she came in my life...

There are 7 levels of love 1.ATTRACTION   in this stage, you just stare on your loved ones and it's never a tiring activity 2.LOVE IN DREAMS in this level, you start dreaming about that person all the time with you.you live you enjoy the company of your loved ones in dreams you sit or stand you just dream about that person. 3.LOVE in this stage, you try to express yourself your love, of course, true love you sing you write whatever you do you try to express your love for the person you are in love with 4.FAITH in this stage, you have determined faith and trust whatever happens to you either you fall or lose your love will always be there to catch you up. 5.WORSHiP in this stage you start feeling you have found the god of your life.meeting talking to him feels like you are worshipping your God 6.PASSION in this stage, your love becomes your passion without it you cant think of taking a single breath.your whole life is completely dependant on one per...

you know you start doing one thing in your life with a lot of expectations and hopes but believe me things don't really go the way you expected at once. giving an example you start a business the only way you look at is positive side and think of getting the most out of it and of course, you deserve it you deserve the most as you had worked for it but you should get to know that ''productivity is always less than the expectations'' you move on the way with positive thoughts but when you meet the negative ones and disappointments you start feeling you are all ruined up and got nothing out of your effort.  to be honest this is what I'm feeling right now while typing this. I put so much effort on one thing but what I'm getting nothing out of it except disappointments. maybe I had a lot of expectations out of it. maybe I was too much high. I feel broken now because I did a lot of effort just like other people who did and got things out of it. Now there are ...

we the most superior of all species consider ourself no less than the God on this earth. we the men full of pride think the whole is for us. we the cruelest of all deprive other of the life just for our own benefit. the benefit which will just give us some pieces of paper we call as our currency. we instead of making our own world better moving towards the stars and other worlds. we are looking for life on other planets by removing life from this planet. instead of making this situation better, making this life better, making this planet better we are wishful for making friendly relations for people living millions of light years far away. we are spending billions of dollars each year for a sign of life but we don't care for the life we are having on the earth. on the name of religion we kill thousands but on the name of science we crush millions.we were all good until we evolved and got new trait called as greed.why we see wars going on? why we see everyone ready to demo...

Have you ever gotten the feeling that you’re always going to be put last by someone you need to be first for? And no matter how hard you try to please them, they’re always going to like someone else better. No matter what you do for them they’ll always be pointing out what you didn’t do. And you always keep wondering what you’re doing wrong, what are you missing, are you just not trying hard enough, can you just never be enough, what is wrong with you? Why doesn’t this person like you as much as the others? What can they give them that you can’t? And even after you try to make all the big decisions of your life to be what would please them, they don’t even realise how unhappy those big decisions have made you, how much you’ve started to hate your life and your future because they’re too busy criticising you for not doing the smaller things their way. It's the worst always coming in second when everything you do is to get the first spot. It's the worst when it seems everyone i...

somewhere in between all life looks for you. in this enigma of the world, life is hidden in different places or in different situations you cant meet it if you will not pass through that place or situation by life here, I mean the real life full of pleasures, not the one we the most are living. you go to a place and see hustle and bustle around for someone its whole life but for someone it just a headache someone can find life in the tiniest thing and one can not find ever. the reason behind is we don't really try to explore the life. we are just like a frog stuck in the well and cant see what is happening. outside that well. he thinks the whole life is inside that well. but in reality, the whole life is outside an amazing life of freedom. if a happy life is a treasure buried somewhere than start mining from today why to wait for tomorrow. we consider the circle around that we just can see the source of life try to go beyond that circle for onc...

You know what is the worst or what is the best thing about life.?   You only get one.  Good for those who want to get rid of it and the worst for those  who never wanna leave. But you should know in the game of life you have no choice. You get one without any question. Now we already know we are never gonna get other.  let's make it worthy. Let's make it worthy to live.let's make it enjoyable. People live the whole life and when its time for the departure of the soul from the station of the body. then they look back and see nothing except the dark all around. They ask to their consciousness why is there all dark? Why can't they see anything? Consciousness fails to answer then unconsciousness gets awake and answers "Because you really didn't do anything "  you were just running the race like everyone and now you are looking back and see darkness. Its the end of life.  did you actually live it?. Can you tell in the afterlife to...

The journey we call as life begins from the day you are born. You don't really know what kinda journey it will be but you start with no choice. When it starts it starts with the purest soul for sure but when you end up the journey it may either be evillest or more purest.  The beginning is so peaceful and the best part of this journey.  You know you can't really face hunger. You cant face cold you can't  face any harsh condition of this society.   You just live like a king who is all in his own leisure and profligacy.  You just look at things and get an impression of those.  Tiny happiness no goals, no fears, and no sufferings.  Then suddenly you start losing it while growing.  You start losing the shelter that prevents you from the sufferings of this cruel world.  When you are a kid you have everything but suddenly you start losing and  then you try the whole life to get all those things back in life. ...

“There are two tragedies in life, one is losing your heart’s desire, and the other is gaining it”. Some would prefer the later, but I’d rather take the first any day. It’s just a lot less heartbreaking never gaining something than it is to gain it, find out just how beautiful it is, how perfect it makes your life, and then losing it to the complexity that is life. Have you ever read something that was written for you or to you or about you and just thought about how beautiful it was because at one point it made you feel beautiful, but now all it does is remind you of the moments lost and the sinking feeling you get when you realize that the writer could be writing something even more beautiful at this exact moment, but not to make you feel beautiful, not anymore. That is what I find to be the biggest tragedy in life, holding the position of being someone's motivation, their inspiration, and their muse, and then one day losing all that. Losing the position of being the most in...

Sitting on a chair, staring the wall, deep in thoughts, I was thinking about something then abruptly I asked to myself what are we?  who are we? what is the motive behind every action we do? we bluff each other the whole day.we abuse. we fight. we violate.  we kidnap .we kill.  we the ambassador of so-called peace in the world spreading hatred all around. even if we do something good we want people to know. we want to be the part of headlines. we want people to get impressed.  why? why are we like that?  were we like this since ever? what were we? and what have we become now? the only answer I could figure out was ''the greed''  and hatred is the curse that we are facing. every action we do is just because we want money. it's not we want money just to fulfill our needs. we want this t o f ulfill our never-ending dreams.  we are never contented with what we are blessed with. just like everyone we are running in a...

Life a joke for someone or serious talk for other.  It may be the bed of roses for one or a path of thorns for other.  It may be clear as water or deceptive as a cunning fox. A person runs here to get rid of extra calories stored in his body or a person runs here to earn some calories for him. Life is very unfair. Here deserving people don't get what they deserve and  undeserving people get all that they deserve or in other words what they don't deserve. The theory survival of the fittest is applicable only for poor  and those deserving who don't get anything that they deserved. No doubt you can reap everything after hard work but rich and undeserving rich can get or buy that end result of deserving poor as well. all rules, regulations taxes and interviews are just for those who are the most undeserving and fortunately or unfortunately can't get anything better.  I'm confused to use fortune or misfortune here.  what I can say if t...

“Where we love is home - home that our feet may leave, but not our hearts” -Oliver Wendell Holmes, Sr. Most people, when asked about the word home, contort a complete picture in their minds of their meaning for it. Whether it's a person, a place or a thing, people usually have one certainty in their life that they can call home. I on the other hand never had that assurance. When thinking about home, all that comes to my mind is a series of blurry pictures, and a feeling of confusion to go with it. Born in Bahawalpur, but living in the bubble of a community where my dad worked in northern Sindh, I wasn’t sure of the place I was supposed to call home for as long as I can remember. However, too young to care about such a thing, I always considered home to be the place where all my friends were, the place where I went to school, and the place that held all my precious belongings. But soon that thought was changed forever. When I was in year 5, my parents decided to move to Qat...

You know what the best thing about life is? "I t Never Stops" At one point life is so sweet but the next moment it may be bitter.  Life may be bed of roses  But the next hour it may be the path of thrones. you may be happy in one moment But the next moment you may be the one finding a reason to smile. At one time you may feel the luckiest and at one point you may feel the worst. In one moment you may have thousands of people around but the next moment You may be alone standing in all dark... This is what life is  A bed of roses or bed of thrones A hopeless case or a ray in the dark A drop of water or an ocean A dream of  insane or a reality of conventional This is what the life is You are happy or sad. on the ground of misery or on the flight of delight Suffering or enjoying  Resting on bed or burning blood with hammer It just goes on and on and on  and " Never Stops "