A Life Inked

what is an average age of human on this planet? 60?70? or sometimes 50 with each passing day, the average age of human is decreasing. and at what time we actually get adult age and start supporting a family probably 25 or 26. keeping all figures in mind what is the life a man gets?  30 years? and what are we doing in that short life period running after money to get more and more? we are not running after fulfilling our needs but after satisfying one's appetite of facilities indeed a never-ending appetite. instead of being content with what we have we are running in a never-ending race of greed to some extent its good too the craze of getting better and better but too much of course it is lethal lethal to your happiness the real happiness of life. what we see now a king is not happy in his own magnificent palace and a poor living in his own broken hut is living with all the  happiness and joys where is the difference? its obvious of course in his lifestyle

"this place is not really in our favor" I said to myself. 7 days away from this place no fight in between us at all. we behaved like the nicest couple on this planet. we talk we share we talk the whole time you get to listen to her voice before sleeping and after waking up what a best you can expect. in 7 days we really didn't talk about the place we study called ******* but right after some days as we talked about one of my friends and at same time you know my bad luck got up saying "hello dude why are you having good days im sorry I fell asleep for a while" I all stunned at nature and here we go we got bad in between us so this evil place is not really in my favor or her favor despite the fact that we 1st met in this place. that's only good that has happened there waiting for my bad luck to sleep again so we may make up hopefully, we will soon hopefully we will. im sorry sweetheart

I'm missing you from the day of your departure.i feel like half or maybe even less than that. I feel the major portion of me has gone away. you are all my happiness my pleasures my springs and now they are all gone. im dull and dreary sometimes dead or dying like im while writing this im just like a person who is just living a life because he has to live all the time I put on a fake mask of smile when inside im dying I want to cry I can't even question God I was the one who wanted you to go and now im the one who is craving for you to come back my whole body is energyless my all laughs are fake because you took away the real ones you wanted to know how much I love you I love you that much that I don't see a life without you even tho imposing to be alive right now but inside I feel like my soul has already departed don't make me wait too much every part of my body is missing you honey please make me alive please come back and never go

4000 miles in between us. 30th April it was. we said goodbye and "I will miss you".  I went to her car and in front of my eyes, the black car moved away. the last picture in mind is of when she was sitting in the car.that moment was the last moment I actually lived. I felt like I was being deprived of my life the next day was her flight to an Arab country. 10 A.M in the morning departure and when she landed after 3 hours, there was a distance, distance of 4000 miles. the moment she left me one night before I started missing her and I'm missing her while typing too. it's not like I'm not happy for her. I'm happy she went to her home after 8 or 9 months. I know she doesn't belong to this land, land of multi-faced people I know she deserved to live in a place she deserves even tho there is no place like heaven but believe me, the pure soul she owns deserves to live in a place no other than heaven. I loved her from the day she came in my life